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My Poems
Nov. 12th, 2011 01:17 am "There was a famed Missus in Amherst" - 2011
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There was a famed Missus in Amherst,
Who married three times in her home nest;
Her two Lords - ere the third -
Lay low deep in the dirt
And were probably cussing in earnest.
(c)kRu, 12.11.2011
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Nov. 10th, 2011 12:01 am "you bite my toes" - 2011
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you bite my toes -
that evokes
a wondering frenzy
that all of the
previous lovers
were (are)
just a bit (?)
selfish and lazy...
you tickle my feet
and all over a bit
and lap up
and lap up
and up my belly
and press foreheads
and my insides rally
for -
that there may be
more wondrous heedful lovers
who'd find
(or to look for?)
me -
quite possibly.
you softly grab
my leg in sleep,
and i almost weep
(hoping?)
realizing cautiously
that maybe,
just
may
be
there is merit in me
for an even more
wondrous and heedful
relationship -
whenever that
comes in free.
and i still feel
your spirit on me,
and hope
it will flee
as soon as
i cross the ocean -
safe in the notion
that none of us
really needs running...
(c)kRu, 07.11.(on the plane)-09.11.11
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Nov. 9th, 2011 02:07 am "ну, что-ж, my un-favourite country" - 2011
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ну, что-ж,
my un-favourite country:
я снова с тобой не осталась,
мне снова в тебе слишком душно,
don't need your bright glitz, так уж сталось.
и вот,
my preposterous country:
your ocean -
he's even not done it
again;
и ему не сравниться
с моим вечным lover,
the Black Sea.
и, знаешь,
my standoffish country:
давай просто будем друзьями?
for
even your men -
they don't need me
as much;
and i've got
plenty of
that "love" nonsence
at home;
так что -
what is the difference -
где весь этот бред
терпеть?..
итак,
my fastidious country:
ты будешь мне нравиться дома;
а я тебе - издалека;
and, maybe, with time, we'll be useful
for each other's "benefits programs"?
когда-нибудь - наверняка!
но вряд ли, methinks, что навечно.
(c)kRu, 07.11.-09.11.11
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Nov. 9th, 2011 01:24 am "there's a pain in this heart" - 2011
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there's a pain in this heart -
it won't let me sleep,
it won't let me weep,
and it's so fucking deep
that all the insides still creep
each time i see you,
with my eyes
or my mind...
and when it does let me cry,
there's a moan in that throat -
it's a gutteral growl
it's a wail from within
it's the yowl of all wolves;
it's the deepest of wounds...
but you'll never know that;
so i do hope, at least;
but if you want to be safe -
just a hundred per cent -
don't look into these eyes;
they are never my allies...
(c)kRu, 17.10.-09.11.11
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Nov. 5th, 2011 07:59 pm "i am tired greatly" - 2011
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i am tired greatly
of this haughty country;
of its unfamiliar weird ways;
here -
children must be raised
towards bright riches,
and directed t'wards
predictable set phrases...
they make friends real fast,
but never stay too long;
their whole "friendship" notion
is askew
(is askew and eerily contagious):
they smile widely, saying,
"hey, i love you!" - every day;
they smile widely and persuade you,
"hey! you're awesome!" -
but those feelings end
just as they leave those bosoms.
but that haughty country
sure knows how to make life better
and
Predictable -
for everyone involved...
spare me, save me,
and release me and
relieve me
from its harrowing, morose, humongous strains,
from the fascination for its glories!..
from its incandescent,
flashy stardom;
from the titillation
of its "havens"!!..
(c)kRu, 05.08.11-04.11.11
* remake of an old poem written in 1995.
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Jul. 16th, 2011 12:11 am I Am Not In The Mood To Write - 2011
I Am Not In The Mood To Write
i am not in the mood to write...
my head is in piercing pain;
emotions are sore and haphazard;
resistance is doubling its might;
slain eyes are about to rain...
yes, my eyes have been slain -
like two lovers
by a jealous and envious third;
been rid of all chances
and glimpses -
so yenned for, like air -
of you...
they rain clear showers,
they rain crimson showers,
they flood all terrain and
shape rivers -
deep crimson-clear rivers of need,
they let my soul bleed
through their chambers...
i am not in the mood to write...
because - you've both hurt me like hell,
because - you've both played with my feelings;
because you care naught for my reelings...
i am not in the mood to write...
what did EVER i do to you?!
or, maybe, - you're simply a coward
for being a friend AND a lover?!
but that would be
artlessly easy...
or, maybe, i'm - simply - just blind?
i am not in the mood to write;
i am not in the mood to fight;
i am not in the mood for my goodness;
and for backstage-politics wooers...
(c)kRu, 03.07.-13.07.11
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Jun. 27th, 2011 07:22 pm you've left a scar - 2011
you've left a scar
you've left a scar so deep
it makes me wonder -
"what the fuck?!.."
and "why"
and
"why the hell..." -
has it so deeply struck?
for -
you are NOT
Him;
and
never will be...
as
NO other lover
EVER will be.
but you...
have left...
the scar:
so deep - it hurts
from utmost far;
excluding everything
and notwithstanding tolls;
it's not genteel -
a curtain call
like that.
the heartache-bloodstained oars
still paddle that so-wobbly
boat;
whose are they? -
mine or yours?..
you've left the scar
so deep...
here - take it
back to
sort out
and to keep:
i've got...
no use...
for it!..
(c)kRu, 19.06.-27.06.11
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Jun. 15th, 2011 10:28 pm "КСЕНИЯ... Ксения... ксения..." - 2011
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КСЕНИЯ... Ксения... ксения...
все твои теперь - без сомнения! -
песни, мелодии, пения,
прозы, стихи, сочинения...
...
А берёзы твои -
продолжение...
а что - наши напрасны смятения,
что - твое не напрасно смирение, -
оброни ветку-весть -
примирение?
оброни хоть листок нам,
хоть - временно?..
(c)kRu, 13.06.-14.06.11
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Jun. 15th, 2011 10:24 pm You Jumped (for Ksenia) - 2011
You Jumped (for Ksenia)
you jumped
(or flew?)...
and everything
ended...
for us?
or
for you?
you smiled,
you
pretended...
supposed that
it's better.
so -
is there peace?
we certainly hope!
thanks for the
harsh lesson -
it should
serve us right;
it should
stress our plight;
should make us
stop squeeze
lives out of
ourselves...
that's
quite a cruel
ransom.
cross carefully,
please...
(c)kRu, 09.06.-10.06.11
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Jun. 15th, 2011 10:21 pm Ksenia - 2011
Ksenia
a vu_melody's
inside my head...
it's wild and translucent,
but, still - in my head;
it's better be there -
than out, 'round the bend...
so hard to let go!
but - dash, dash away...
at darkness - don't stray:
stay close to the light -
hang on to its sound
and follow the music,
there's plenty around
now -
just for your choosing.
a vu_melody's -
wild and translucent
and
vivid and fleeting -
still inside my head...
so wish 'twas your face -
instead.
(c)kRu, 06.06-08.06.11
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